Mr. Sefrol wrote:
I... I'm just feeling mighty fine right now! And my heart burst 3 times this day...
One was from just having an awesome day regardless, celebrating a super belated birthday with my pops and getting a
wad of cash out of left field, and 2 more times FROM THIS EPISODE ALONE! Even though the amount of songs sort of offput me by the slightest bit at first the second Twilight burst into light and was transported to some ethereal plain and Celestia started to sing I melted 1000 times over in my seat... It was just beautiful :'D And then my heart just couldn't stop feeling so many feels all the way through from there. Everything just clicked well. I was in awe...
Also, for the last part I saw quite a lot of notable background ponies pop up that were pretty cool. Most of all was Lrya. Seriously, on more than one occasion near the end she was acting beyond joyful over everyone else. And seeing some crystal ponies show up was nice of them to add too.
I'm
still reeling, this episode got me so bad.
I've gotta admit something... I just spent the past 45 minutes crying. And I mean bawling my goddamn eyes out into a pillow, because all of a sudden "True True Friend" played in my head as a rogue thought struck me. I literally couldn't stop for the better part of an hour.
This episode feels like it was originally intended to end the entire series, and I'm guessing it was. And if it were, I feel like it couldn't possibly have resonated stronger.
Daniel Ingram is a fucking genius, because his music gave me the honest to Celestia chills here. The entire scene from Twilight vanishing to her grand transformation was some of the most beautiful combination of music, visuals and story I've ever seen. Celestia's song carries all the weight it should feel, in that Twilight's entire life has been leading up to this moment, and by extension, every moment we as the audience have spent with her (oh god, I'm gonna trigger the fucking tears again). Growing as we learn those things that make life really worth being lived. And all the flashback images showing everything from her conquests to her first encounter with Celestia as a filly, I mean, god...
And then the music of her ascension as Celestia's song ends... god, it's haunting in how beautiful it is. I LOVE it, and yet I'm also weirdly afraid of it, because it stirs emotions so powerful. And I've had no outlet for this, I've had this feeling welling inside me all day, and then suddenly thinking of a music queue from the credits makes it all explode.
And I keep asking myself, why? You're a 25 year old man, bawling like a child because of children's cartoon.
How is it that this, a story about a unicorn learning how to be a friend, can inspire such heartfelt reactions? Why do I care about a purple unicorn named Twilight Sparkle? And not just care, but am INVESTED.
Somewhere, on some deep wavelength that has psychologists drooling, this show has hit something, and hit it HARD. I can only assume that there's a paucity of SOMETHING in our society, something that we adults need, but isn't obvious or even considered that we need it.
The closest thing I can call it, is that we miss
joy. As we get older, we leave the simple and the tender for bigger and more complex things. We don't do it consciously, we do it because that stuff wasn't written with a weathered and cynical adult in mind, and we outgrow it.
We replace it, with COOL stuff, AWESOME stuff. We replace it with intricate stories with moral grey areas, that speak to the intelligent and cynical adult mind.
But what MLP brought us, was something that COULD withstand the cold nerve of the adult, and be endearing. It brought us something we crave, but forgot we even hungered for it: Simple joy.
People say things made to be of a light mood or a "feel-good" piece are low quality and cheap, and cliche.
We forgot that joy was something we COULD still have, that we COULD watch something just to be happy, and still find ourselves invested after it all.
I don't know, maybe I'm talking out my ass, but I just feel like there's a center to all of this that everybody missed when asking how this brony thing got off the ground. I feel like it has to be simpler than some might think.
I wait for Season 4 as I never have before: DESPERATE for more of the magical land and the ponies I love...

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