Hiroko wrote:I feel like if you think you'll be that uncomfortable going, then it's probably best that you don't go. I think your friend would understand if you explained your concerns to her?
My problem, more than anything, is that i'm scared. Irrationally even, in some of my arguments. Also if i don't go, i have the feeling that next year i will not be considered for an invitation, and i don't want that. I need the company.
Tuor wrote:Damn, that's a really tough situation, especially with the fact that you'll basically be stranded out there if you go. I can understand feeling obligated to go, though, I often feel that way. So, it's camping at a villa? How does that work? You can always hope to find a room/tent of chill people, hopefully of people you know and are comfortable with and then hope for the best.
It's not a villa (sry, i confused what the word meant). I don't know what the english name is, but it's LIKE a farm, but with open fields and no barns anywhere nor most farm animals, only a stable and a couple of cows/horses. There is a house in the middle of it all where the people who take care of the place live in (in other words, off-limits to us), but no houses or tents anywhere, it's not a camping site, but my friend wants to make a bonfire and have everyone around it. right now the weather was pleasant until 30 minutes ago when it started raining and now there is heavy fog outside.
I want to give myself the chance to take the risk as i haven't hanged out with other human beings in a while and i know it would do good things for my mind, but the intelligent person in me is saying there's so many things that could go wrong, and my friend is the host. A host that is not very bright and can't organize anything for shit, so i don't think she has accounted for the weather or where we'll sleep.
This always gets me. That fucking ridiculous out of place filled bowl of cheesy puffs god damn. The guy's clothing and age, the location, the furniture, what he's doing, and for some reason, a filled bowl of cheesy motherfucking puffs for no reason.