Okay, I'm sorry.
But shame on both of you, Yog and Lily. I am extremely disappointed in both of your behaviors today. I know the argument is over. But that was fuckin' ridiculous.
You want to know what the fuckin' hell I was talking about there? The fact of the matter is people with depression, like me, like Liz, like Yog in the past, are ruled by their insecurities and their fears, and it takes A TON to fix that. Sometimes clinical help can fix that, sometimes it can't. I've been cleared by a psychiatrist AND a counselor, and I still have had since that clearing, several depressive episodes, and last night, a major incident. But that was FUCKING pathetic of both of you, and I am very disappointed. This subject is DROPPED since it just seems to me that neither of you can be mature about it.
So fucking disappointed. I should take a picture of me to show you how bloody pissed I am about this but I haven't gotten out of bed yet.
Escape will make me God.