Or when you need to talk to someone there's this thread, or Skype

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We should hve another skype this weekend. i promise to stay soberish.

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Captain Riz: the only person who doesn't know LD is gay is LD.
Hiroko: You monster.

I'd like to be in one of those skype conversations some day.


Anyway, an update for the uncaring masses or for the silent readers:

I have learned more about the tests upon scheduling them. An MRI, an EEG and last but not least a sleep deprivation test.

The last one might be part of the others, I have no idea, but it requires me to have only 4 hours of sleep the night before and I have to be 100% awake for 6 hours before the appointment. Since the appointment is at 7:15 I can sleep 9PM-1:30AM and then stay awake until the appointment. All I can say is holy shit.

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"Do you know the difference between choking and strangulation?"

Seconded.

I broke up with my girlfriend. She lied about my favorite jacket and cheated on me with three different people, two of which were girls, at a small Halloween party she was throwing.

It's like I have a 'Trample Me' sign tattooed on my goddamn cheek. This is the second time some bitch played me. And I thought we were doing pretty alright, though there were rumors about her 'hanging out with other guys', which I shrugged off as 'I'm not about to be that boyfriend' or 'so what if she's got more guy friends, I have more lady friends'.

Just... Fuck, is it because I wouldn't fuck her? Is she really that much of a nympho that its okay to treat me like shit if I don't wanna use my penis yet?

...That came out wrong... But still, fuckin why?

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Feathers: hiatus'd

Possibly, best case scenario you'd expect a significant other to be understanding, but you're 15. So there's that. You can't really expect much from relationships at that age. I understand that it can suck though, I was in a similar situation, although I saw how discontented she was at me not wanting to have sex and pre emptively broke up with her. Just be aware of how girls at your age can be really fickle. How long did you know this girl before you started going out with her and how well did you know her?

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Bout a day and a half before the first date. Yeah, shit move, but hey, she asked me first. She was just a Freshman and I kinda wanted to be nice, and things start going up from there...

Then it starts shuttling into mental hell. She knows practically everyone with a bulge in their briefs, has people who want to kill her, is a rape victim but still wants my dick, and combined with my last post, I just couldn't deal with it anymore.

Oh, and she basically tossed my jacket when I gave it to her on a rainy day out of concern. Bitchy Asswhore Slut.

I know I'm young, and its likely girls I wanna be involved with are too. I just don't know how people can just fuck others up in the head without a second to think. I thought she wouldn't, but maybe I trusted that a bit too much...

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My Soundcloud (WARNING: May contain flat Japanese singing)
Feathers: hiatus'd

Well, getting into a relationship just because you wanna be a nice guy isn't really a good plan. Plus, ya, it's better to get to know someone more, before you advance an interpersonal relationship to the next level like that.

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I like a girl.

That alone is enough grounds to need a therapist.

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Captain Riz: the only person who doesn't know LD is gay is LD.
Hiroko: You monster.

She sounds a bit crazy. Just because she's crazy for a legitimate reason doesn't mean she's any less crazy. Rape victims aren't automatically going to swear off sex forever. In fact sometimes the response can be to be quite promiscuous.

See, if I had a girlfriend who'd "cheat" on me with another girl... I think that, strangely enough, I'd be okay with it. Is that strange of me?

Of course in your case, I think you did the right thing. Also don't beat yourself up over it. Don't lose your will to look for a better one. And keep in mind what Tuor said about relationships for people in your age.

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I got friends on the other side ~

I currently have no drive to go for anyone around me for these relationships that people like to talk about. I sometimes wonder why, but I can't figure it out. I thought I might be asexual, but my hard drive says otherwise.

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One time when I was high, I thought I was in an ambulance dying. Turns out I was just eating sherbert.
-stufflikehearts-

Psshaw that just means u havent found someone you really like yet, it'll happen eventually
Maybe not immediately, maybe not for a while, but , as far as ot goes for me, going after someone you genuinelly have no *real* attraction to, usually isn't worth it,

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I got friends on the other side ~

Hold up.

Why is this even noteworthy in comparison to the second thing?

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Soulchild: u thnk evry thng stupid.
DaCrum: Warbear, why did you suddenly become pretty cool? Stop it.

Does it even matter, it's just nitpicking at this point.

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Signature Under Construction

Hey hey HEY. It was his favorite jacket.

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Escape will make me God.

I am legitimately curious.

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Soulchild: u thnk evry thng stupid.
DaCrum: Warbear, why did you suddenly become pretty cool? Stop it.

He's a video to help you feel better. Works better if you dance to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbOU2noH56k

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Snafu's Mercypostle.

Could be depression. Have you felt your relationships/activities change in any way?

May as well clarify.

I was planning on breaking up with her that day, but I wanted to wait until she gave it back. I lent it to her on a rainy day and she had it for for what I thought was about two weeks.

The day I split, she told me she gave it to someone to give to me, because its so hard to tie a jacket around your wait for a couple hours, apparently. Thing is, it was just chillin on an office statue in plain sight for like a week and a half and I just plain didn't notice till then. That's apparently where teachers put stuff the randomly find in the lunchroom.

At some point she just tossed my jacket any old place, lied about where she put it, and didn't care if either party ever saw it again.

And She Cheated On Me

Yeah, she didn't care about me much, did she?

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Feathers: hiatus'd

I'm glad you can see that now.

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@EagleMan
I don't think anything has changed in my activities/behavior, except maybe pulling more all nighters to get disappointing results. I suppose I have less acquaintances in college than I do in high school, but that's probably normal. I have a similar amount of friends as I did before.

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One time when I was high, I thought I was in an ambulance dying. Turns out I was just eating sherbert.
-stufflikehearts-

Maybe you're just exhausted?

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My roommate tried to kill himself tonight. He left the apartment after we had had a talk and I went out to look for him a few minutes later. I wandered around downtown for about twenty minutes, covering 3 block radius, inevitably giving up, but when I got back to the apartment, he was outside and covered in blood and I damn near punched him square in the face. Everything's taken care of and we have friends here taking care of him but I have literally no idea how I'm feeling right now and I'm just incredibly stressed and disoriented.

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Soulchild: u thnk evry thng stupid.
DaCrum: Warbear, why did you suddenly become pretty cool? Stop it.

Remember that this isn't your fault.
Try not to blame yourself for this.
In the meantime I hope your friend heals ok.

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