^Pretty much that. The doctors can't do anything for you, now. If they keep coming back, they'd probably put you on anxiety meds.

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Tuor: Stuff is our resident, hot mess, alcoholic.
Senel: Stuff is the patron saint of getting shitfaced. You replaced your organs with an engine that runs solely on alcohol.
RIP Lucky. I love you so much.

Doesn't sound fun, can't say I've experienced that before. Here's hoping it's nothing.

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So, not to long ago I said that something was happening to my grandma. Guess who just found out his grandpa has a tumour on his head.
I could use a hug right about now.

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Do you know any details? Also, "on"? Like you can see it protruding from his head? Ouch... I'm sorry to hear it.

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"Cogito, ergo vos es eggo." A.K.A. "I think, therefore you are a waffle."

He's had a scab on the head for months now, went to the doc days ago and turns out it is part of a tumour.
Only thing I know is that it's still able to be removed, so that's gonna be given a shot.

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Good thing that they caught it before it metastasized anywhere else.

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Sounds like squamous-cell carcinoma. Luckily, it's probably the easiest to treat of the three main varieties of skin cancer.

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CAUTION: Would anyone tell me if I was getting stupider?

Whale shit.


After thoroughly discussing the "white outs" that happen to me with my therapist and a neurologist over the phone I have discovered that I apparently suffer from absence seizures.

After I had a head injury at the age of 2 my parents were informed to watch out for any seizures. They like many people were completely unaware that what I was doing was having seizures, especially since when one hears the term seizure they typically picture a person convulsing or something like that.


So there's that....

I'm actually freaking the fuck out right now.

But on the plus side I have an actual explanation for my consecutive headaches that I barely notice anymore and my aversion to loud noises, consistent or otherwise.

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"Hmm, the more you look into it the more flaws you see, just as it is with everything."

…wow

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How soon are you gonna start getting some kind of treatment?

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Two and a half weeks.


Possibly less if my Psychologist somehow has the resources to make my neurologist prioritize me and I don't think it's that serious.

I've apparently had this for 18 years or a little less so 2 more weeks won't hurt much, I think.

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"Hmm, the more you look into it the more flaws you see, just as it is with everything."

I'm having trouble making friends. could you guys give me some help.

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"Small muscles, big brain, the heart of a lion."
—Anthony DiNozzo on Timothy McGee

What happens when you try to make friends? Also, what is the method you employ to make said friends?

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Ask your current friends about your flaws.
It might hurt a little, but it's enlightening and helpful to say the least.

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Captain of Innuendo Strike Forces & Founder of Innuendo Striking Technique

the list of current friends are VERY few and most at other colleges.

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"Small muscles, big brain, the heart of a lion."
—Anthony DiNozzo on Timothy McGee

Make some, participate in activities that can surround you with people, talk to them, invest and be genuinely interested, and make a mindset where you introduce yourself every time you meet someone new. You might also want to invest in some communication skills, talk more, practice makes perfect.

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Captain of Innuendo Strike Forces & Founder of Innuendo Striking Technique

did all that. but its HANGING with people thats the trouble.

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"Small muscles, big brain, the heart of a lion."
—Anthony DiNozzo on Timothy McGee

CALL THEM UP AND GET OUT
If people are busy, it's cool, busy yourself with other stuff until then.

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Captain of Innuendo Strike Forces & Founder of Innuendo Striking Technique

I will try that.

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"Small muscles, big brain, the heart of a lion."
—Anthony DiNozzo on Timothy McGee

Goin to theeeeeerapy~

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Escape will make me God.

Proud of you~

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It was fun. Way too long though. Was supposed to be 20 minutes, turned out to be an hour and 45. Missed a class because of it.

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Escape will make me God.

Sounds like you really got talking, sounds good!

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I have been going to physical therapy for a problem with my shoulder. When I do overhead stretches (arm behind my head for tricep, etc.), and I bring my arm back down in front of me, there's this painful popping or snapping at the point between my collarbone and my shoulder. So they prescribed physical therapy twice a week and if that doesn't make it any better they'll probably refer me to orthopedics, and they might suggest surgery.

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And now I'm pretty sure I just destroyed all the things in my knees.

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Escape will make me God.