Still thriving for practice and this time I tokk Grimlyy love guners advice and referenced Dragonball Z in the next. Some else helped though by giving a step-by-step tutorial, the first one one I copied the other I did was with memory... need more practice by copying. His out come come anyways is exactly what I want so any can help me there would be great and most appreciated, I really need help.
As for my health, My blood count was low so needed a blood transfusion. I didn't want it and was thinking of fighting it. But read up the symptoms online and they matched all the problems I've been having that I couldn't deny the transfusion, I didn't want it, but I needed it for sure. Worst part was that the doctor lied to me that the canula would only be in for 1hr for research... Total fecking liar that I'm tempted kick and not trust, it was in for somehow 9hrs. I hate canulas that I was freaked out shaking, weeping and found myself apologizing to people five times because of lashing out at them. But everything was fine when things were underway... kind. I was freaking out the 2 units of someone's blood going into me. Yeah I had two units at 9 'o' clock meaning I had to stay up *Didn't have to, but deepest fear about canulas if sleep on i and cause some. The nurses offered to do one unit tomorrow but I went no, I wanted it over.
Also be a great time to make it up with anyone I upset at the moment. One thing that would probably make me more happy would be if I was able to put things aside with someone here. (Don't have anyone on the other places that I'm opposed with).