Soooo at the risk of coming off as an attention fag by making a new topic, uh, hi~ I was gonna just make a post in TTT (the site got all weird and ultra functional, by the way) but I'm kind of trying to stop pussyfooting around everything, so look at me being all bold and shit <_< This is really nerve wracking, I don't exactly talk to many people xD But uh shit's happening and I probably won't get a break for a while, and I happened to notice something on facebook that reminded me of you guys, and I thought I'd check in for old times sake ^^;
So uh moreso to the point, I'm kind of getting married tomorrow o: Or today, I suppose. Is the plan anyway, there's not really any pressure. I hate weddings, there's no way in Hell I'm wasting the money and time, I have a feeling I'd be bored at my own wedding anyway, so we're just going to the court house and getting the whole thing done in one go :p We have a buddy coming as our witness, and I'm only telling you guys because I know you don't care, it's sorta supposed to a secret for now, but if anyone asks we'll tell the truth :p Not for any weird reasons, everyone else would just make a big deal of it and it'd be annoying. We've been together 6 years this year and I moved in with him... Two years ago? I think? Time is starting to blend together, I hate getting old. Anyway, the marriage thing isn't even a big deal to me, we're planning on being around each other for as long as possible anyway, but it does seem like a kind of transition on things ^^; Moreso just a good excuse to come and talk about it here, but heeeey, with any luck no one will read this shit~ Plus kinda high, oh I smoke weed constantly, for the pain, but it's a nice stress relief too~ (All the people I hang out with are lazy stoner guys and one furry, heheh) Certainly putting me in a good mood for all this.
So things are peachy. Things haven't really changed with me. I'm kind of a recluse, everyone else in the house doesn't notice I'm here most of the time, and no one outside the house has talked to me specifically and not the pair of us in a loooong time. I make a little money drawing for people. All I do all day is draw and play games and watch anime. All. Day. And um listen to Vocaloid, I really like it, especially the scary ones :x I like to make tough guys cry like the stupid babies they really are in fighting games~ I'm almost done watching subbed Dragon Ball right now, and every (shonen) series is Dragon Ball, by the way xD So let's see, after I graduated high school, and subsequently turned 18 a few months after, I was just hanging out here all the time to get away from my crazy ass parents, and after I turned 18 and I hadn't been back home at my parents' in a few weeks, my stepmom calls me and tells me to stay out because I've been sneaking medicine out of her bathroom and having crazy drug parties with "all" my friends (anyone that knows me well should laugh at that last bit) and I was also trying to sell out my family to the Russian mob. A big question mark popped up over my head at this point, and I responded swiftly with a nervous giggle and by saying, "Wha- Uh, sure, I'll move out."
And thus has been my life ever since. I (felt) like I was pretty chubby in my teen years, but I lost like 30 pounds because I'm not being force fed grease and oil everyday, and my stamina isn't shit these days, so I'm definitely the healthiest I've ever been in my life! Everyone still thinks I'm horribly sick because of the pale :p I honestly haven't aged a day since I was 14, I look the exact fucking same. Probably cause I started drinking coffee around then or something. And my hair is down to my butt now because I never look in a mirror and don't bother with this shit anymore, and I'm getting bored just talking about it, hah. I have a black kitty I adopted, and I never ever want kids. Fuck that. More kitty. So I'm going to Academy of Arts University, because my Dad is rich and probably feels guilty because he's actually a nice guy when he's not being a pussy, so he's paying for my school. Because they were also the ones that said I HAD to go to college anyway, so I may as well try and do something fun. Which is game design, which I'm actually rather enjoying. I'm interested in cybernetics and bio-engineering, but that's for personal reasons, I might make it my prime focus someday, and the game thing will just be my hobby, but it depends on, well, a lot of stuff. I'm probably not material for that kind of thing anyway, but won't stop me from trying x_x So that's basically what I'm doing the rest of my life.
Uh, I'm rambling. I totally have a thing for Lolicon and I can't remember when it started. Lolis of all manners adorn my desktop at all times. I'm blaming you guys. My boyfriend/fiance just thinks it's cute. He's really awesome, srsly. I mention you guys in conversation once in a blue moon, since only one guy I know has heard of Snafu, I just refer to here as, "my old forum buddies." Let me be sappy for a minute, I did kind of grow up here in a way because I definitely didn't have anyone else during those years :p I guess that was why I left, I was really, really fucking lonely, and then my boyfriend came along like a motherfucking angel, and things just got kind of "Oh," and that gaping chasm in my soul got filled. (That's what she said hurrr) I think you guys toughened me up in the best way, and I really appreciate you guys listening to my whining. I have this little poem one of you guys wrote me when I was having a really horrible... life, and it still makes me happy. I had a blast, really. I've been on other internet communities and such, but those fags always blow. Not to say some of YOU fags didn't, of course ;3 I'd rather have Whatis tell me how shitty I am (actually I'm really very cool with that, always have been~) than deal with any of that again. Shit, this stuff isn't in my working memory anymore, but my head does kind of hurt from remembering a lot all at once <_< I'm rambling again. I guess that's about it though. I don't really feel up to sleep right now, so I'll lurk for a little bit~
Hello, numerous people that never met me, just some old bitch hanging around for a little bit, nothing to see here, carry on as usual~