I'm conflicted because she dumped me pretty hard last time and I was devastated... But we've been sweethearts since the beginning of high school, and I still love her. It's just this kind of "I don't want to be hurt again, but I still have feelings for her and she's all over me" feeling.
"Cogito, ergo es eggo." A.K.A. "I think, therefore you are a waffle."