im afraid ive lost interest in things
typing is even hard to me at this point. most of the time ive degraded to lurking because i cant lift a finger
all the posts ive done reek of something like hypocrisy. to keep them looking normal i spent entire
for shit like this:
Mir@k wrote:I would! I WOULD THREE TIMES!
come on laugh with me
that's funny as fuck. I feel so tired.
i went to neuter my pet cats today, alone as usual
i hate two of them. they're just not very fine material for pets, my sister made sure they grew up to be as uncaring and humanly hostile as possible.
the third one is an exception. it's my own cat.
this cat... it's not it's fault at all. everything that happens my cat suffers the collateral damage. i feel like such a piece of shit because of that but its not like i can help it.
but showing me this kind of inconditional love right now hurts
oh man it hurts deep. how awfully cruel, that i feel like if this tiny creature was my only
shit i dont fuckig know anymore
how unmanly what im doing
who gives a shit anywayi have a female icon in my god damn profile hahaha