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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Exodis » Mon Oct 28, 2013 1:41 pm

Well you did just recently have a break up. Maybe take things slow?
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Mon Oct 28, 2013 4:40 pm

S'all good, she doesn't want something like that right now either. Huzzah
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Millo » Mon Oct 28, 2013 4:53 pm

I never understood this logic. If you both obviously like each other that much then screw that "wait period" peopel have after a break up. You could be missing out on a great opportunity
Have you tried turn it off and on again?
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Mon Oct 28, 2013 5:00 pm

I got out of a relationship in the summer that I had been in for over 5 years, I want the opportunity to experience things, not be locked into another relationship right away. I have said "screw" that to the waiting period a couple times in the past, so it's not really that I have an issue with that, although there are a variety of reasons it can be useful to take it.
"Suddenly Frodo noticed that a strange-looking weather-beaten man, sitting in the shadows near the wall, was also listening intently to the hobbit-talk. He had a tall tankard in front of him, and was smoking a long-stemmed pipe curiously carved. His legs were stretched out before him, showing high boots of supple leather that fitted him well, but had seen much wear and were now caked with mud. A travel-stained cloak of heavy dark-green cloth was drawn close about him, and in spite of the heat of the room he wore a hood that overshadowed his face; but the gleam of his eyes could be seen as he watched the hobbits."
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Millo » Mon Oct 28, 2013 5:25 pm

Ah well if it was a relationship that lasted that long than it's pretty understandable
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 12:46 am

Would suck if she did want a serious one.

If i were you i'd also want something like what you currently want. But, like you, i'd probably end up in a similar situation. Maybe it's a side effect of losing a long term relationship, both not wanting something serious for a while since you just got off from one that left you a mark that hasnt healed and unknowingly seeking something that fills the void.

It would be great if when you explained your situation (if you ever find yourself in a case where you need to do it) she was ok with it too.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 12:48 am

Because you kinda do need the waiting period. And non serious relationships.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 1:18 am

Fortunately, the subject did kind of come up in conversation yesterday, and she agreed that she really wasn't wanting anything too serious or exclusive right now either. So for now everything is going pretty great. Both girls seem content to be in sort of casual "dating but not going steady" kinda type relationships. I'm a pretty happy camper. I agree that there is totally the risk of just wanting something to fill the void left by my ex, which is sort of another reason why I think this is good
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 3:53 am

I figured i'd take the time to cut out this passive agressive bullshit i have going on and write my current problems here since this is tragically the only place i have to speak to human beings lately, or more like the only place i can stand talking to people, many of which i am not quite sure i have alienated too much already with my general hatred to everything being irrationaly shot at every direction i want not to direct it.

So anyway, reeling a bit the wheel of time, i'm sure everyone remembers my freakout and subsequent hospitalization the other day that resulted in me knowing my mind wanted to kill me, as i had an anxiety attack that only described slightly the spoooooky terrors that invade my brain to my aleady terrified family. I had two free (protocolary) bullshit "psychiatristic" or whatever sessions with a middle aged man in green with a latent ability to irradiate indifference and boredom which did absolutely nothing and then i went back home to deal with my anxiety on my own. Well, that has resulted because i'm not dead. Thing is, once i wake up i stay still from 8 am to 3 pm, then spend the rest of the day either lying down, feeling sick, in front of the computer doing everything that is not productive, and fulfilling my quota of plastic smiles, lies and bullshit to please the people i am supposed to please, like family and others, who still haven't found out my world is falling apart around me because i'm so darn good at lying.

Huh, typed all of this and suddenly i don't feel like typing anymore. Is as if everything is telling me to abandon all strenght and will to keep going. Oh well to be honest lately i don't find doing anything to do anything at all. I don't even quite know why i'm typing this right now, what is this supposed to be anyway. A plea for help? A cry for attention? I dont think theres any way people can help me other than listening and they cant listen if i dont type but i dont even know what or how i should start

all i know is that i feel too lost and so very much alone
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:04 am

If you ever need someone to just talk to or at, in any way, my inbox is always open, and I'm on skype/facebook pretty regularly, so please don't hesitate to reach out if you need it, bro.

Unfortunately, the problem with hospital psychiatrists seems to be widespread, when my sister hospitalized the guy she had could have been the twin of the one you had.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:08 am

thing is is all the same to me where it is
im not sure how
i'm not sure hahah
im not even sure what to not feel sure of
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:09 am

sorry really. it's irritating even to me.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:11 am

No need to apologize. I have to admit, I've had times where I've just felt out of sorts and I wasn't sure why, not to the degree that you have, and I remember how frustrating it was.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:18 am

i guess its an exhausting feeling? i've seen so many fall down and not get up
its hard not to sympathize with the reasoning behind it but i cant do that
before it was different but now im so fucking terrified of dying so no
so i'm a bit here although i dont particularly "want" want to
sorry i've just smoked too much as some sort of self defense mechanism, what do you callit when someone looks for protection and then when you find it you oh nevermind.

some people call it a stage or a bad time...frame? its been to long for that, i'd just wish it stopped raining stones on me. water i can bear, stones are a bit too tough
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:22 am

tbh id wish everything would just switch off
i want everything to stop so much i yearn to be asleep and away
i dont' want to be here or there i just want to sleep
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:27 am

a friend told me i have a bad case of hyenitis. i can't stop laughing at my misfortune
its a genuine laugh because my body tells me it is, i feel the hormones changing my mood accordingly, i feel the joy that laugh brings but you can tell its an innatural sort of laughter. im sure i'd make a good clown if they hadn't been forever changed in the eyes of everybody to being malicious and a bad sort
ironically, thta kinda fits. there is the laugh again ahaha
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:28 am

ah that did wonders.

i think i can move to my bed now
im gonna lie down a bit
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:30 am

Is there no help you can seek with this? Or are you against the idea of getting help? Maybe it's time to try to tell some of the people around you about these feelings?
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:37 am

oh they know lol
theyve already thrown the towel though
cant blame them! C:


the thought that i expect them to be betting when exactly i'll kill myself with another anxiety attack is more reasuring to me than expecting any of them to do a thing. and i dont want them or expect anybody to, this is no problem a specialist can fix because aparently

can i ask you a question? what the fuck does the phrase "you have to be positive" even mean?
because if it's afucking magic spell im casting it fucking wrong coz it seems to be an ELIXIR to all these idiots
right next to the fucking "its a figtht you have to fight on your own" spell, i just can't get any to work
do you have a tutorial or something? <- sarcasm, i dont want self helñp websites, i was sent a thousand already. wow so much poison in me need to get it out somehow
luckily this cat is stupid enough not to realize the state im in, this tiny creature is pure love because its world is so easy
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:43 am

Well "being positive" by itself doesn't solve things and seems pointless, I realize, but in the end I think it is something helpful if it's used together with other things. The "its a figtht you have to fight on your own" spell, is complete bullshit. You are not alone, ok?
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:45 am

You mentioned that you don't really feel productive and that you barely move from like 8 - 3, is there something you could change so you felt more productive and are more active? Do you think that would help?
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:52 am

im afraid ive lost interest in things
typing is even hard to me at this point. most of the time ive degraded to lurking because i cant lift a finger

all the posts ive done reek of something like hypocrisy. to keep them looking normal i spent entire
hours

for shit like this:
Mir@k wrote:I would! I WOULD THREE TIMES!


come on laugh with me
that's funny as fuck. I feel so tired.
i went to neuter my pet cats today, alone as usual
i hate two of them. they're just not very fine material for pets, my sister made sure they grew up to be as uncaring and humanly hostile as possible.

the third one is an exception. it's my own cat.
this cat... it's not it's fault at all. everything that happens my cat suffers the collateral damage. i feel like such a piece of shit because of that but its not like i can help it.

but showing me this kind of inconditional love right now hurts
oh man it hurts deep. how awfully cruel, that i feel like if this tiny creature was my only
shit i dont fuckig know anymore
how unmanly what im doing
who gives a shit anywayi have a female icon in my god damn profile hahaha
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Mir@k » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:55 am

im so sorry. im so sorry. i tell myself not to do this
this is not very funny to read is it
im a terrible person

i cant anymore
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Tuor » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:59 am

Don't apologize, you don't have to apologize for this.

You are not terrible, nothing about this makes *you* terrible, dude.
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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Postby Millo » Wed Oct 30, 2013 11:25 am

Mir you're not terrible, theres's nothing repeat nothing that you did that makes you deserve this. But you've got to stop the self-hatred dude. I know it's hard not to and you're fully convinced that you're a piece of shit with no place in society. I know that because that's how i feel about myself most of the time but you've got to remember that you're just human and no one expects you to be perfect.
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