Well, it's been a while since I've posted in here, so just going all out I guess.
This week's just been utter shit. First off it started with me getting bad news that I had accidentally written for days off on the wrong week, so it was a pain to begin with to try and get the most out of some plans I made for yesterday and Friday. Not all too bad, but a little annoying. It followed with a day later I end up getting between two fights, one on the bus home where this idiot old man started cursing out who he thought was a Norteño (hadn't heard that term in years) and then at home witha bunch of drunks with one being underage and trying to steal beers when he had to go to school. He gave me quite a hit and I'm still feeling it since it cut up my gums. After a couple days the worst happens this week and that girl I mentioned some time ago ends it... again... THROUGH A TEXT! I should have followed the advice here sooner and just delt away with her. But... I was just too attached to her. Left me devastated and I even had to go home early since I kept falling with zero strength in my legs. Went to a friend's house who lived close to work and helped me through it. Still shaken up she just acts all calm and distant, not even feeling like she cares at all about what happened. For the next couple days I was always afraid to check my texts thinking it was her. I couldn't bare to think of her, so that night I was drunk was me trying to get over it. Then comes Friday... I'm still feeling the sting, and I had switched shifts with someone to get it off. Then all of a sudden I get a call saying the person didn't show up and I had to come in anyways. Was just about to snap that day because I was just finished with this week. Got through it, but was on edge the entire time. On top of that I'd been called into the office at work numerous times for this or that this week that always got to me like they were on my case or the management messing something up and it still being on me to resolve. One thing after another happened, little things here and there, annoyances that would never get to me normally just bugging me to no end... Too much this week. Too much.
"Cogito, ergo es eggo." A.K.A. "I think, therefore you are a waffle."