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Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Tue Mar 19, 2013 9:26 pm

Blood Archon wrote:I'm throwing this out here in light of recent events, meant for everyone. We are all here for you, and you are not alone. If you ever, ever need someone to talk to, DO IT. We are here for each other.

Stuff wrote:I'm saying this to all of you right now. If you are upset, and feel like you have no one to talk to.. YOU DO.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Tue Mar 19, 2013 10:26 pm

....Why is it just now hitting me?

Why is it hitting me so hard?

I barely know the guy and it eats away at my mind, like, like a termite...

...I'm...I'm sorry...

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Tue Mar 19, 2013 10:32 pm

You don't have to apologize, feel free to share and vent if you need to, that's why this thread was made :)

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Tue Mar 19, 2013 10:48 pm

...Yknow it's usually just little things that give me the shivers about life and death. Like, I could just think, where the hell am I looking, then start asking a dozen questions about existence and shit. That was probably funny to at least one of you, but this happens way too often for me. Then stuff like this happens and...well, take the above and crank it up to 12.

I just... I get kinda hysterical about this stuff. I remember back when I was 8, I was trying to record a video and send it to my long dead uncle. I was maybe crying, blabbering on and on about heaven and angels and how much I loved him when we'd never even met. Now that this'd happened, I dunno why, but I'm asking weirder questions than normal.

Why do feelings exist? Is it brain or heart? Why do feelings hurt so much? Why do mine hurt right now? Am I even feeling this right? Did DaCrum even like me? Did I like him? Why do I keep asking all this shit when I know not even God can answer it for me?

...Yeah, I think I'm being dramatic too. That's just how my brain works...

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Tue Mar 19, 2013 11:22 pm

I'm going to say a few more last words to Crum, but on this thread instead rather than his Memorial thread.

Crum, the last thing I remember was you having a Marathon-themed avatar and sig with something about escape making you God? So you're God now, right?

So I've been meaning to ask, if it doesn't bother you, are you uh...watching over us? Not that I mind and all...it's nice to look at you up in the sky, just talking...you know, loneliness and what not? I once considered myself a lone wolf up until when I first met my World Issues teacher. He gave me a better title: independent. Still though, it not as fun as it was in the past...it consumes you slowly...loneliness...isolation...weakness...

And don't look at me like I'm making fun of him guys. The days after today are going to be very lonely...so...damn...lonely...

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Wed Mar 20, 2013 8:11 am

I can't go without a drink even for a few hours.

This won't stop at all. All this damn fucking agony.

God damn it why did you do it DaCrum

I wish i there for you man

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Wed Mar 20, 2013 1:19 pm

Rosso Rose wrote:So I've been meaning to ask, if it doesn't bother you, are you uh...watching over us?

You know.. last night I was saying what if he is. He can watch us fap and/or shex.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Wed Mar 20, 2013 1:25 pm

I'm glad he can't track me down.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Wed Mar 20, 2013 1:25 pm

Heh.

Or he'll go and watch a Tool concert. Hell, any concert he wanted to see.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Thu Mar 21, 2013 5:57 am

Maru wrote:Why do feelings exist? ... Why do feelings hurt so much? Why do mine hurt right now? Am I even feeling this right? Did DaCrum even like me? Did I like him? Why do I keep asking all this shit when I know not even God can answer it for me?
Some of those questions are answerable with evolutionary psychology, but that may not be the kind of answer you're looking for.

Maru wrote:Is it brain or heart?
Brain and endocrine system, but that doesn't change how it feels.

Yog wrote:I can't go without a drink even for a few hours.
You can, but you chose not to. If you're going to drink, take responsibility for it.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Thu Mar 21, 2013 7:29 am

Bit of tough love but that's true.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Thu Mar 21, 2013 9:49 am

Yeah, it is.

I've been cutting back, though. It just kinda lost anything good it did for me.


I messaged him, you know. Tried to ask about his issues. But he kept his cards pretty close to his chest.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:03 am

Um.. I think there is something wrong with my mind
i think i'm genuinelly going psychotic and it's starting to affect me in all sorts of ways
i don't know what to do

i cannot afford a psychiatrist or a therapist or anything

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:40 am

Dang. What's going on?

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 2:40 pm

Are you joking or are you legitimately concerned that you may not be of healthy mind?

Forgive my skepticism, Mir@k. I may not be able to help you if you truly think you are mentally psychotic, but if you are on the fence let me just lend you a shoulder and tell you- you aren't insane.

Maybe a bit excessive and politically incorrect, but that's why we love you.

Besides, I don't think people just 'become' insane...

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 2:44 pm

You might be becoming a bit manic from stress, I really doubt it's psychosis.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 10:25 pm

Nevermind then.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 10:29 pm

If you honestly think you have a problem, you owe it to yourself to expand on the possibility. If nothing else than for peace of mind if and when it's inevitably proven false. I won't push it, though.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:00 pm

Mirak, don't think you can't still talk about it here, because there's definitely a bunch of us here you can talk to, too. Especially if it's affecting you as much as you say.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:05 pm

yeah, just tell us what's going on and why you think you're psychotic

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:43 pm

yeah man. That's what this thread is for.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Mon Mar 25, 2013 6:06 pm

I wanna share info but don't want a lot of people seeing it.

So what I'm gonna do is pm certain people if feel comfortable sharing with.
Unless they have skype those few poeple will be getting messages there.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Mon Mar 25, 2013 8:19 pm

wat?

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Mon Mar 25, 2013 10:28 pm

He's publicly posting that he'll be privately conversing with people. Maybe the post is meant to warn people that they may receive a PM soon, or he's testing people's reactions to his post to see if they're worthy of his information.

Re: Snafu Therapy Thread.

Mon Mar 25, 2013 10:30 pm

I gathered that much, it was the second line of his post that confused me. Is he missing "who I feel comfortable with" or "if they feel"?
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