Blood Archon wrote:I'm throwing this out here in light of recent events, meant for everyone. We are all here for you, and you are not alone. If you ever, ever need someone to talk to, DO IT. We are here for each other.
Stuff wrote:I'm saying this to all of you right now. If you are upset, and feel like you have no one to talk to.. YOU DO.
...Yknow it's usually just little things that give me the shivers about life and death. Like, I could just think, where the hell am I looking, then start asking a dozen questions about existence and shit. That was probably funny to at least one of you, but this happens way too often for me. Then stuff like this happens and...well, take the above and crank it up to 12.
I just... I get kinda hysterical about this stuff. I remember back when I was 8, I was trying to record a video and send it to my long dead uncle. I was maybe crying, blabbering on and on about heaven and angels and how much I loved him when we'd never even met. Now that this'd happened, I dunno why, but I'm asking weirder questions than normal.
Why do feelings exist? Is it brain or heart? Why do feelings hurt so much? Why do mine hurt right now? Am I even feeling this right? Did DaCrum even like me? Did I like him? Why do I keep asking all this shit when I know not even God can answer it for me?
...Yeah, I think I'm being dramatic too. That's just how my brain works...
I'm going to say a few more last words to Crum, but on this thread instead rather than his Memorial thread.
Crum, the last thing I remember was you having a Marathon-themed avatar and sig with something about escape making you God? So you're God now, right?
So I've been meaning to ask, if it doesn't bother you, are you uh...watching over us? Not that I mind and all...it's nice to look at you up in the sky, just talking...you know, loneliness and what not? I once considered myself a lone wolf up until when I first met my World Issues teacher. He gave me a better title: independent. Still though, it not as fun as it was in the past...it consumes you slowly...loneliness...isolation...weakness...
And don't look at me like I'm making fun of him guys. The days after today are going to be very lonely...so...damn...lonely...
Maru wrote:Why do feelings exist? ... Why do feelings hurt so much? Why do mine hurt right now? Am I even feeling this right? Did DaCrum even like me? Did I like him? Why do I keep asking all this shit when I know not even God can answer it for me?
Some of those questions are answerable with evolutionary psychology, but that may not be the kind of answer you're looking for.
Maru wrote:Is it brain or heart?
Brain and endocrine system, but that doesn't change how it feels.
Yog wrote:I can't go without a drink even for a few hours.
You can, but you chose not to. If you're going to drink, take responsibility for it.
He's publicly posting that he'll be privately conversing with people. Maybe the post is meant to warn people that they may receive a PM soon, or he's testing people's reactions to his post to see if they're worthy of his information.