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Sly wrote:Princess wrote:Agave nectar. Look into it.
I did look into it just now .__.
All there is is an effton of criticism and debate that it's being marketed as a "healthy sweetener" is false due to a high fructose sugar-type content. (table sugar is sucrose.) v__v; Everyone has their own opinion on nutrition, and everyone gets their information somewhere different and believes it to be the ultimate source.
Look, I'm not a believer in there being a way to cheat the system somehow D: Using an artificial sweetener is no way to pursue a sugar free diet. Agave Nectar is seen as a healthy sweetener, but my point is that it's still a sweetener. Fructose may have some benefits as a sweetener due to have a much lower glycemic impact on the bloodstream. But fructose isn't a sweetener you want more of by any mean either, as just like all the others it can lead to pre-diabetic conditions. And like all the other ones, it produces extra glucose which feed that bad bacteria in the stomach that is causing me health issues.
In other words, to me, no sugar out there can replace not eating sugars. I'm keeping it to sugars in fruits and some veggies and leaving it at that.
Millo wrote:I was thinking of going to Counseling at school but when I'm actually at school I just want to get out of there as quickly as possible and just go home and sit in my bed and sleep. I don't care about anything, I don't have a job anymore and I talk to no one. 2014 looks like it's gonna be a great year for me..
Millo wrote:I think I'm getting worse. February was one of the worst months for me emotionally and the year has only started. I'm unmotivated, emotionless and angry all the time.
The only time I really feel "alive" is when I'm angry, it's like a rush of adrenaline that I don't get from being happy (cause I'm usually not.) But the worst part of it is that I have no one to talk to about it, even my closest friend whose like a brother to me doesn't know I'm depressed. I feel like a worthless piece of shit most of the time when I'm awake and when I'm asleep? Well it's not like I sleep much, I've become to afraid to. My dreams are significantly better than real life for me,I end up waking up in the middle of night and just staring at the ceiling for a few hours because I almost believed that my dream was my life for even a second. I'm failing my chemistry class so hard I want to cry. I haven't read the textbook at all and I never have any time to do it, and when I do I feel so unmotivated so angry so sad that just staring at the book brings tears to my eyes. I just want a shoulder to cry on but no one will listen, I've been all alone for weeks. I don't talk to people at home, all my friends are currently busy with their own lives and jobs to make time for me.
I feel like if I were to disappear out of thin air that it wouldn't cause any change, sure people would mourn a little but eventually they would move on with their lives and they wouldn't be as effected. I don't draw well, I try to practice but I can't find joy in that.
I was thinking of going to Counseling at school but when I'm actually at school I just want to get out of there as quickly as possible and just go home and sit in my bed and sleep. I don't care about anything, I don't have a job anymore and I talk to no one. 2014 looks like it's gonna be a great year for me..