WOOOOOOO IGNORING EVERYONE ELSE'S PROBLEMS BECAUSE I'M A SELF-INVOLVED PRICK WOOOOO
Okay SO the people who follow me on Tumblr may be slightly caught up on this but I'm going to vent my thoughts and feelings here because I don't really have many people who actually care enough to put up with me when I'm like this, so.
I have, as of late, been caught up with feelings for my ex (not the recent one, but the one that's caused problems for me in every relationship i've been in since i was with her). These feelings have been around for about two and a half years and they've died down quite a bit, but I can the occasional... waves of longing, I guess? Lately I've been talking to her about her current relationship and giving her advice (good solid advice, not awful advice that will lead to a break-up, i'm not an awful person). These conversations tend to lead to us talking about what she does for him and how dedicated she is to the relationship and, while i am incredibly happy for her, i am depressed and upset for me? out of all of the people i know, she most deserves to be happy, and i'm glad she is, but it just kind of upsets me that i can't be the one to make her happy, i s'pose. i dunno. i have a lot of conflicted thoughts and feelings going on in my head and i can't really make heads or tails out of any of it.
I am thou... Thou art I... From the sea of thy soul, I come...
Soulchild: u thnk evry thng stupid.
DaCrum: Warbear, why did you suddenly become pretty cool? Stop it.
BR:love is just a boner everyone is looking to fart on warbear
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