(Didn't know where to post this, so please move somewhere more appropriate)
Okay, I the doctors believe the recent chemo therapy hasn't work. I've still been in pain for this long, even though I've had radiio therapy. So the doctor has concluded that after 2 strong chemo therapies that have failed that it could be well possibly have it forever. It keeps getting worse, I could well die and it keeps getting worse. The worst needle I've dreaded and have always tried to avoid, the heck men lime, I need it to avoid dying and help continue the fight, so I still have a chance of getting rid of or stop me from dying but it's a very small chance that I'm mortified. I'm very likely to die and painful and agonizing death and I'm very scared.
I had my family with me when I got the news. But it was overbearing indeed and hurt. The fact that I was told it was very curable and I'd be fine, made me never realize how close to death and could possibly well die.
So yeah, could really do with support really do with support right now in anyway. Sorry if this is being selfish, but make me happier if people could help and review my work, as I really want to reach my peak as much as possible before I go. But a shout of support and acknowledging me will will cheer me.
There a lot of bit ambitions I never got got to l publish a novel, have my own webcomic posted and have a family. But this could well be it for me, I could die, just like this before any of those are realized.